Tuesday, January 11, 2022

Day Eleven: 01/11/2019

Words obscure
The truth
Of my thoughts
Shortcomings
Of my lexicon
A mind
Ill suited
For sharing
I lost myself
That time
I gave all
And now
Ambivalence
Threatens
To tear me apart
To tear us apart

Relationships
Cannot be sustained
One-sided
And I question
The strength 
Of my side
My mind screams
Get out! Get out!
My heart
Lingers
Gently tugging
At my raging brain
My body
Rests
Against his
So what
If it fits
So nicely
So what
If I feel
So safe
My brain rebels
Against comfort
Against discomfort
Against quiet
Against disquiet
Against complacency
Against growth
Everything feels wrong
And I need
To figure out
Why.

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