Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Diary of a Heartbreak: Entry Sixteen

 I think I've done it.  I think I've made it through all the pain to acceptance.

This will probably be my final entry in this season's Diary of a Heartbreak.

I was drinking with a co-worker last night (which, amusingly, is how my whole relationship with Adonis started), and he was giving me dating advice, and I actually considered it.

This is how I know my heart has been untethered.

I also know because I am free from the obsessive thoughts.  Of course, I still think about him at least once a day, but not all day.  I worked very, very hard to get here.

I just need to keep doing the good things, the work which has helped me break free from the heartbreak.  And I need to be careful with the bad habits, that they don't affect all the good work I have been doing.  If I stay present, if I stay grounded, I will be okay.  I hope he is too.