Saturday, October 24, 2020

Dear Nexen

Watching you sleep
Reminds me
How often
I forget to breathe
And not just in moments
When my breath
Is taken away
But in the moments
That are gray
In the ticking, tolling tempo
Of every day
 
And forgetting to breathe
Is like forgetting to love myself
And forgetting to love myself
Leaves me vulnerable
To the belief
That another person's love
Is more important than mine 
 
And I can love you
With everything
But when I succumb 
To the belief
That I am nothing
Everything
Doesn't amount to much
 
Yet here you are
Loving me 
With your whole heart
The only way
You know 
How to love

And I simply have to remember
I taught you that


 

Sunday, October 18, 2020

Zelda's Inferno 10/18/2020

 

 
A faint glitter
In the night sky
A heart-shaped moon
Stands by
Watching over
A field of shadows
Dancing under
The crimson tide
A younger me
 A younger she
Painting together
Those years ago
Our hearts and minds
Connected
A sadness grips me
In this moment
As the memory
Is reflected
I long for that little girl
Who hugged her Mommy tight
And whsipered that she loved me
When I tucked her in at night
This painting is a portal
And I cherish 
That moment in Time
I am so grateful
For every minute
That her love has filled
This life of mine