Tuesday, February 27, 2018

The Truth that Burns

I
Despise
Dishonesty
Yet
I acknowledge 
Some truths 
Are painful
To release

By holding back
My feelings
Is that a lie by omission?

You
Certainly 
Think so

But our truth
Is painful
It hurts
To remember 
Even
If remembering
Is part
Of the process
Of letting go

Actually 
I think
That makes it
Hurt double
Because 
I don’t 
Want
To let go

I don’t 
Want to remember 
I don’t 
Want
To forget 
And I don’t 
Want
To give up
The secrets
Of my heart

You present me
With candles
Sometimes
Torches
Sometimes
Bonfires
Finally
Asking me
To sit with you
And illuminate 
Our past
Walk hand in hand
And remember
Together
What it was

And I say
It’s a fire hazard
And extinguish
The flame
Mee
The cowardly dragon
Since when
Have I become
Afraid of fire?