I'm cheating a tiny bit because it is actually 04/02/2022 right now and I'm backdating this because it's the first day all year I got behind on this blog project. I will try to get a little more ahead now but I'm tired. Hopefully I can at least get caught-up the two days.
04/01/2019
6:49 a.m.
Well, I have been meaning to write for the past two days. I wish I had, because a lot has happened and I am having trouble processing it all.
I didn't want to write I think because processing all that emotion would make it seem so real. I didn't want it to be real.
But I am doing myself a disservice, because now he is here, asleep in my bed. And I don't even know what to do.
I last wrote the morning of the 28th. Thursday morning. So much has happened since then. But all I want to do is close my eyes and pretend nothing has happened. I think I will - just for a few moments. It's hard to form thoughts when he's so close. A big part of my issue!
💗Mee
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