04/09/2020
8:05 a.m.
Good Morning R,
My headspace is weird again this morning. I am getting closer to a good place though. I know I am avoiding some things I really can't avoid much longer. Mostly money stuff. I'll try harder today. Hopefully I'll write more later today.
💗Mee.
04/09/2020 10:30ish? p.m.
Hi R!
Today was actually a pretty good day. Sami wanted to be Nexen's teacher so she handled the lessons and I supervised. I also did a lot of dishes and managed to get some cleaning done. I chilled with 2 out of 3 children and worked out with Sami. I'm in the bath right now, post workout. It helps keep my ankle from swelling-up after working out. At this rate, I will be in bathing suit shape for my cruise this summer. Assuming that it's still happening...
They canceled school in PA for the rest of the year. I am not going back to work until Nexen is back in school. They can fire me if they want. I'm already laid off.
I have to do my taxes. I owe money so I've been putting it off. When the Courts open back up I'm going to file for bankruptcy. My landlord company acted like a dick about rent so I'm not inclined to pay them right now. They can't evict me during the pandemic but it's possible they will as soon as they can once it's over. And it's not as if I'll magically have money. I'm not getting unemployment yet either. My claim hasn't been processed yet. So crazy! I have to figure out how to break my contract with my debt place or I am going to be truly fucked on Friday when they withdraw my monthly payment and overdraft my account.
Whew. Sorry, a lot on my mind. Can't really talk about things because I don't want the kids to worry. Anyway. I'm going to wash up now.
Love you!
Mee
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