04/03/2020
10:34 a.m.
Dear R,
It's been a few days since I have written but I have been reaching out a bit more in real life. There is a thing that's kind of weird which I realized this morning. A few people have asked me to do a Zoom happy hour with them. The idea sounded great, but then when it came time I bailed.
I am afraid of something, but I am not 100% sure what. I have been feeling safe and grounded (outside of stress and homeschool frustration). I don't know why but it feels really hard to open up my world and "see" anyone else. Even just on a video screen.
I might actually meditate on this one for a while. Try to figure out my real source of fear. I am pretty sure it's important for me to still connect with other people.
Love, Mee
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