Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Birds in Philadelphia

The music pauses
Birdsong takes its place
On my walk home
(From the hospital)
There were two dead birds
On the same block
My thoughts flashed over them
As I was walking
Returns now
As I hear survivors
Vibrant and alive
Or panicked and alone
I can't tell
I haven't spoken
To quite enough birds
To know

I know
That a part of my heart
Is dying
Right now
In a hospital bed
Or surviving
But not vibrant
And
Tired of struggling

I try to bring laughter
To the room
Just once a visit
She looks at me
As though I've lost my mind
What place
Does laughter have
In that room?

Laughter
Is the echo of hope
The enunciation of joy
She's forgotten
How to laugh
And that's okay
I sit next to her
As a reminder
If she cares
To recognize it

Monday, May 4, 2026

May the 4th

14 years ago
We made our debut
Mother and son
From one
We became two
From me
Emerged you

A poem
Doesn't start
As a blank page
It starts
As a spark
A firing neuron

You
Didn't begin life
As an empty vessel
You
Were created
When love raged

Nine months later
That love had passed
But our love
Will always last

I used to witness
So many firsts
Everything
Was new to you

Now
I beg for tidbits
About your day
Knowing
You're still
Having firsts
Thirsty
For news of them
But relegated
To provider
Of food
And pocket money

I'm tempted
To buy a car
Just so 
I can spend
More time
With you

(leaving this poem unfinished for now...)

14 years!
Happy Birthday Nexen!