Day Nine: 01/09/2021

 11:16 AM

On An Airplane

Flying to South Carolina to meet up with Adonis and drive home with him.  Didn't realize how it would feel to be on a plane during the pandemic until I got here.

Adonis has been drunk but sweet since he got to South Carolina.

The only person I told about coming here was Shawntay.  She said his mom is nice - she called her while he was sick.  Now it's stuck in my brain wondering if they had a relationship.  I am going to have to ask him.  I have to wait until we are both not drunk though so it doesn't turn into a shit show.

I REALLY want to believe this relationship can work.  But I have this sinking feeling inside.  And there are lies piling up.

I will try my best to be optimistic.