Uncertainty

Have I ever been sure
About anything?
In this moment
I am uncertain
Of everything
Even that

Is questioning
A part of my growth
Or my demise

Where have I been?
Where am I going?
Where am I now?

What do I do?
Who am I?

How do I live?

Madness
Or clarity
What is this uncertainty?

A bridge to understanding
Or quicksand

I feel so lost
Again...
Always?

Do I always feel this way?
Underneath?
Inside?
Or is there strength somewhere in there
Knowledge
Purpose
Intention

Why can't I grasp
Truth
It slips through my fingers
Like a fistful of sand
It slips from my mind
Like the item I forgot at the grocery store
It slips from my eyes
Just outside of my periphery
So I close my eyes
And search for truth