Moments when I...

Insomnia (Again)

1:45
...
2:45
...
3:45

If only I could stop this mind
Of mine
Slow the flow

It's been a week
Since I have slept well

So many things
Can change
Overnight

Yet
So much change
Takes a lifetime
To achieve

I'm not unhappy
But I'm not happy

I'm too selfish
But I don't care about myself at all

I feel alone
But I know you're there

I could use a hug
But now, more than ever, I don't want to be touched

*pouty face*

Letting Go

The last thing
I want
To do

The only thing
I know
How
To do

I always have
A myriad
Of reasons
At the ready

But now
Now
I only
Need
One

It's time
To let go

Monday

Unquiet

An unquiet mind
Desires to find
The key to unwind
Time
Place
Person(s)

My tears are quiet
And I drink them
The taste of sorrow
And pain
Emancipate my brain
And I reach for you
But only
While you're not looking
Because now
I
Am
Untouchable.

Intangibles

Hello.
It's Mee.
It's possible
I ran away for a bit.
It would seem
I have found my way
Back.

Or forward?

This time
The things I think
I will tell you
The things I can't tell you
I will show you
The things I can't show you
The
Intangibles...

Maybe I will draw them for you.
Maybe we can paint them together.
Maybe they will just be understood.

But I won't make any assumptions.

(Dis)quiet

(Dis)jointed
Incohesive
(Dis)array
Nonlinear
(Dis)appear
Invisible
(Dis)enchanted
Nonchalant