The Letter

I wrote you
A letter
Illuminating
The dark places
In my brain
The secrets
Of my heart
I thought
Through this act
I could purge you
From my brain
Release you
From my heart

But
Alas
The poetry
Has started

This
Is harder
For me
Than usual
Because I know
There are people
Out there
Who read this blog
For updates
For clues
Where I have been
Where I am going
Am I
Any closer
To them?

But
Perhaps
This
Will be good
For them too

Maybe knowing
Will release them
Maybe writing
Will release me

The things
I didn't do
Or say
Won't stop
Replaying
In my brain
Stabbing
At my heart

But really
There was nothing
To say
Or do

Because I was just lucky
To have
The moment I did
With you

Right?